The song “Let it Go” has grown on me.
When I first saw “Frozen” in the theatre, I thought “Let it Go” was a visually impressive number. I loved the images of Elsa gliding through the bluish snow and the ice palace rising around her. But for some reason the song itself didn’t grab me, though I did mentally applaud the singer for her impressive range. (I also thought, “Wow, that’s the first time I’ve ever heard the word ‘fractals’ in a song lyric.”)
But since then, I’ve heard it many times. I’ve had an increasingly hard time getting it out of my head. Just a few days ago I heard it playing in the pediatrician’s office, and I started singing along, which caused my seven-year-old to say politely, “Mom, could you stop singing?”
Because while he enjoyed the movie, he is sick of the song. ”The girls ALWAYS sing it at recess,” he complained. I’m sure he’s right, because from what I hear from my friends who have girls, they love this movie with a passion that goes beyond the popularity of most Disney films
I’m a forty-one-year-old girl, and I can relate. This song gets me; it really does. And here’s my theory: Females understand this song in a way that guys don’t.
What’s the song about? It’s about a girl with a unique power she’s been told not to use. She’s different and her power can cause problems, so she learns to hide it. Then her gift accidentally comes out, and it’s scary and upsetting, but then she finally says the Disney equivalent of “Screw it. I’m tired of holding back. I’m going to let it rip.”
It’s a far cry from the Little Mermaid who, as a college friend of mine once memorably explained, gives up her voice to have the perfect body so she can get a man. “Let it Go” is about female empowerment. You actually hear a Disney princess singing, “That perfect girl is gone,” and it’s a good thing.
I love that.
We women have come a long way, but it’s still so easy to get into a “don’t rock the boat, don’t be a troublemaker”mode. I’m not saying women should stop being sensitive and compassionate, because sensitivity and compassion are qualities that I wish more people (men included) possessed. I’m saying that you can be sensitive and compassionate and cause trouble. (In fact, compassion for others is probably the catalyst for most social justice work.)
A lot of the positive change in this world has come about through women who did cause trouble, who grew tired of being someone else’s idea of what it means to be perfect. You see this in the suffragettes, in the women of the Civil Rights movement, in so many places in history. These women probably each had to have their own “Let it Go” moment where they realized that they could no longer live the careful, fearful life they’d had before. I’m grateful they had the courage to smash through the expectations that held themselves and others back.
Now that I think about it, maybe boys can relate to this song more than I thought at first. My kids are so young that they haven’t yet started expressing pressure to be “the perfect male,” but I’m know that pressure does exist, especially as they reach the teenage years. But as a former girl, I know why this song is so popular with Matthew’s female peers. Even at a young age, girls can sense the need to fit into a narrow definition of “perfect,” be it in their behavior or their weight or their dress. I think there’s something in Elsa’s liberation from that that touches a chord, and powerfully.
Just recently, Matthew and I attended a birthday party for one of his female classmates. An hour or so in, two costumed and bewigged young women arrived, one dressed as Elsa and the other Anna. They gathered all the kids together and played the soundtrack and invited them to sing along to “Let it Go.” (they also supervised a fake snowball fight and painted faces.) I sang along too, and loved it, and I noticed several other moms doing the same.
It’s a message we can’t hear enough: When the perfect girl is gone, the real woman can come out.