Category Archives: Quotes and prayers

Amen to that.

Here’s one of my all-time favorite quotes, from the legendary Erma Bombeck.


I concur.

I think that I shall never see
A poem lovely as a tree.

–  Joyce Kilmer

Wordsworth isn’t the only poet who wrote about daffodils


I came across this lovely poem on the blog Everything to Someone a few days ago.   I simply had to borrow it for today’s post.  Happy first day of spring!

By the way, the photo above is a picture of the little phone nook in my hallway. (Why use it as a phone nook when it can be a shrine to beauty?)


She wore her yellow sun-bonnet,
She wore her greenest gown;
She turned to the south wind
And curtsied up and down.
She turned to the sunlight
And shook her yellow head,
And whispered to her neighbour:
“Winter is dead.”

-- A. A. Milne


Parenting and the Peace Prayer paradox


As a forty-year-old cradle Catholic, I’ve heard these words more times than I can count:

Lord, make me an instrument of your peace.
Where there is hatred, let me sow love;
where there is injury, pardon;
where there is doubt, faith;
where there is despair, hope;
where there is darkness, light;
and where there is sadness, joy.

I’ve read these words, I’ve memorized them, I’ve sung them.  I’ve prayed them as a kid in a blue plaid uniform and as a teenager attending a high school named after St. Francis.  I thought I knew them inside and out, until I was reflecting on them a few weeks back and I suddenly realized that they capture motherhood — motherhood, in all its paradox and glory — so perfectly.

O Divine Master, grant that I may not so much seek
to be consoled as to console;
to be understood as to understand;
to be loved as to love.

When you have a child, you realize that your role in this universe has forever shifted.  You now have to step up to the plate and do what your parents once did for you.  You aren’t on the receiving end of the action words anymore, like you used to be when you were a kid.  You’re now the subject of the verb, the one doing the helping or the consoling or the understanding or the listening or  the comforting.

Is it hard to give and give like that?  You bet.

And yet even though you are constantly sacrificing yourself for others, and yes,  even though you may feel a little bitter about that at times, you don’t go away empty.  There’s a freedom that comes from realizing that your own little you-centered plans for the evening are not the only ones, or even the best ones.  You come to realize that playing a game on the living room rug with your kids is actually far more renewing than looking at shoes online.  In serving others, we receive our own graces, gifts we didn’t know we needed.

And when you remember that truth, parenting becomes easier.  Maybe next time, your kids won’t have to ask so many times before you finally pry yourself away from the laptop and help them set up the gameboard.  Maybe you’ll even be the one to suggest playing the game in the first place.

Because there’s a wonderful paradox to parenting: when we empty ourselves, we end up full.

For it is in giving that we receive;
it is in pardoning that we are pardoned;
and it is in dying that we are born to eternal life.

Wordsworth, St. Ignatius, and motherhood

Here in California, spring arrives early.  This last week has seen an explosion of petals: pink and white blossoms are everywhere, tulip trees are unfolding their mauve loveliness, and I’m  greeted with daffodils everywhere I go.


I hate to play favorites, but there’s something about daffodils that is utterly irresistible.  Maybe it’s their bright color, which makes them look like sunshine on a stalk. Maybe it’s the fact, being bulbs, they are underground for most of the year, so it’s easy to go months forgetting their very existence.  It makes the annual riot of blooms all the more delightful.

And maybe I like them because they remind me of Wordsworth’s famous poem.

I wandered lonely as a cloud
That floats on high o’er vales and hills,
When all at once I saw a crowd,
A host, of golden daffodils;
Beside the lake, beneath the trees,
Fluttering and dancing in the breeze.

Years ago, I visited Wordsworth’s home in the Lake District.  We weren’t there during daffodil season, but it was still an intoxicatingly beautiful place with mountains and lakes and greenery and open spaces and little copses and small cottages.  If you had me pick the one place I’ve ever visited that felt like heaven on earth, the Lake District wins hands-down.

Continuous as the stars that shine
And twinkle on the milky way,
They stretched in never-ending line
Along the margin of a bay:
Ten thousand saw I at a glance,
Tossing their heads in sprightly dance.

 When I read this poem with my students,   we always talk about the contrast between the single poet – he who wanders lonely as a cloud – and the ten thousand daffodils, a golden community by the bay.  One is alone; others are together.  And though a daffodil on its own is beautiful too, a whole mass of them together is beyond breathtaking.

The waves beside them danced; but they
Out-did the sparkling waves in glee:
A poet could not but be gay,
In such a jocund company:
I gazed—and gazed—but little thought
What wealth the show to me had brought:

 For oft, when on my couch I lie
In vacant or in pensive mood,
They flash upon that inward eye
Which is the bliss of solitude;
And then my heart with pleasure fills,
And dances with the daffodils.

 Wordsworth once famously wrote about “emotion recollected in tranquility” as being the basis for poetry.   And I think Mr. W.  put his finger on a powerful spiritual truth there.   This poem is really about the power of time and memory, isn’t it?  The poet enjoys gazing at the daffodils, but can’t begin to imagine how they will enrich his life.  It’s only later, when he keeps seeing the daffodils flash upon his “inward eye,” that he appreciates the power of those flowers.  He doesn’t even have to go out by the bay and look at them again; all it takes is the recollection of them for his heart to fill with pleasure and dance.

It strikes me that there’s something very Ignatian about this.  When you pray the Examen, you review the day and identify where you saw God in your experiences.  Sometimes, it’s only after the fact that you realize how much something – a sight, a sound, an encounter – has impacted you.  And though I doubt Wordsworth had ever studied Ignatian spirituality, he of all people would understand the power of memory, and the way that reliving an experience in one’s inward eye can lead to a sense of peace and understanding that are nearly mystical.

That’s a comforting thought for my life as a mom, too.  I’d never have thought this when the kids were newborns, but I’m starting to get scared about how quickly the days are passing.   Over the last year or so, it feels like time is a rock rolling down a hill, picking up momentum and constantly going faster and faster.  Parenting is easier now, in many ways, but there are certain experiences – the feel of a baby in my arms, the endearing wobbliness of a toddler – that I won’t experience again.  But I have my memories of those times, and every now and then they flash upon my inward eye – often sparked by a photograph, or a conversation with Scott or the boys’ grandparents – and that comforts me.   And there is a certain something I understand now about those moments that I didn’t have as I was living them.  It’s a sense of the big picture, perhaps, a clarity about how those moments made my babies into the boys they are today and made me into the woman I am today — and that clarity has its own sweetness.

It’s a short season, spring.  As I drive past the daffodils on my way to work each day, I know that their bright yellow beauty won’t be there forever.  “Nothing gold can stay,” as Robert Frost wrote, and he’s right.  And yet when you strive to live life as a poet or a saint or a mystic or a mom, you realize that the experience itself is not the end.  It’s a comfort to know that the inward eye will go on seeing, perceiving, and understanding long after the moment has passed.