â€œFavorite Christmas Carolsâ€ is the book on my motherâ€™s piano. Its paperback cover shows a 1960s-era drawing of Victorian carolers singing by lamplight. There are a few elongated circles scribbled on the cover, courtesy of my cousin Tim who, thirty years ago, spent several happy minutes alone with a pen and my motherâ€™s sheet music.Â
The pages are fragile with age, and are splitting from the binding. But within those covers are sturdy, beautiful memories of family Christmases, of singing carols around the piano with relatives and friends.
SimpleÂ line illustrations decorate each song. â€œO Come Little Childrenâ€ shows a boy and girl on rocking horses, near a sign pointing the way to Bethlehem (â€œThey wonâ€™t get very far on those horses,â€ my sister and I used to quip). â€œGo, Tell it On the Mountainâ€ features a man standing on a jagged cliff, stretching to touch to a faraway star.
I know those images and lyrics by heart. IÂ adore that book. Every year that I can remember, it has heralded the season of Christâ€™s birth, filling my mind with song.
Even today, Iâ€™m a Christmas music junkie. I delay my indulgence until after Thanksgiving (I believe in giving that beautiful holiday its due). But when Black Friday comes, Iâ€™m never at the malls. Iâ€™m at home, happily sorting through CDs of Andy Williams, Bing Crosby, and the Harry Simeone Chorale.
Though I love â€œRudolphâ€ and â€œMarshmallow World,â€ I have a particular affinity for the religious songs that we sang around the piano. They ground me during a season that feels far too frenetic. Though I try not to be caught in the spin cycle of holiday stress, I always am. Trips to the mall and post office, December weekend traffic â€“ the immediate needs of the season can creep like frost over the windshield of my vision, obscuring my view of the Incarnation.
But listening to a religious carol â€“ â€œSilent Night,â€ John Rutterâ€™s â€œThe Angelsâ€™ Carol,â€ or my fatherâ€™s favorite, â€œLo, How a Rose Eâ€™er Blooming â€œâ€” can melt those distractions away. Those songs always help my harried holiday self settle on the beautiful mystery at the heart of the season. My favorite way to pray during December is to curl up on the couch and listen to those songs, staring at the fireplace or a lit candle, letting that wavering light and those waves of music seep into my bones and saturate me with the beauty of Christâ€™s coming. The songs restore and renew me, always.
And now that my son is three, Iâ€™m realizing that the carols are not just for me. As I wonder how to help Matthew find Jesus among all of the tinsel and gifts, Iâ€™m learning anew the power of music. In the car, at home, my son hears what I hear. Just as these carols sank into my bones years ago, so they are sinking into his: one little child learning about the birth of another little child, the sweetest story ever set to music.Â
Yes, this is one from the archives, from 2009 (!). Â But though my youngest son is now older than Matthew was when I wrote this, my love for carols hasn’t abated. Â And my mom still has the book of Christmas songs on her piano each holiday season. Â